Morning boys.
Late start, agian for me.
I dont know if this is from dropping NPP. I don't remember this side effect from last winter but god damn... I cannot get up! I am so tired. I could pass out again. Yesterday, I woke up at 830am, back to sleep at 930, up at 1130am. Then did my shit, got cardio in, put my son down at 730pm and, sure enough, I was fuckin out for a hour... got up at like 830. ate my last meal, watched shameless, went to shoppers got home and went to bed at like, midnight? Passed out at 2, up at 7/730. back to sleep til 830am, got up had some coffee, went and laid back down and I was up at 1030 again. I took an ephedrine again because, I am not going back to sleep. I got shit to do. But when will it stop?
I got some phone calls to do. I have to call the State I was living in see if the PO can do a wellness check on my pitty. Someone sent me a fucked up fb status about my ex. And, my ex is to have him. I was super anxious and still am about my dog. I dont know if I should text his sister and ask about the dog? My plan is still to go with my guy in the summer to get him. (Yes, I know. I can't bring him in through ontario, it'll be a long road trip) Okay, I gotta stop talking about this, I am getting sick to my stomach. What do you guys think? Call the PO department (i called yesterday and it seemed like they would head over for me) or, ask his sister? My worry is, he isn't being taken care of or, my ex sold him to some dirty asshole and will end up using my dog as a bait dog. ugghh.. opinions?
Thanks guys.