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nice thick lats!!! 

I haven't used anadrol since I was like 22.. it was one of the first hormones i've used - don't remember the sides being out of control.. this was 8 years ago though and I dont remember much.  I just remember clit sensitivity, thats about it.   

I've expereinced all sides, voice change was the only annoying one, it calms down once off... my voice isn't back to how it used to be but, i'm not as raspy any more. but yes, i know virialization is a real bitch.  And my last cycle, I was so horny, it was pathetic at some points. Thank god my guy was understanding and helpful through that time of need, LMAO. 

So, some things to think about over the next few weeks.  I also want to line my cycle up with my guy so, our sex drives match. 

Beaut, how do you like EQ?  I enjoyed bold cyp but, the hunger that came with it!  how do you manage your hunger?  Are you still fasting as much as before?

On 4/30/2019 at 9:55 AM, musclebeauty said:

Shit i have not had a period in 13 years since using and im not on any test just primobolon and equipose been to the doctor several times before they put me on birth control to try to regulate it nothing happened so because ive been lifting and using gear for so long ive literally shut it down which to me i love it not getting a period i will still get cramps and a headache around the time it should come but thats it and im in great health... my doctor is awesome as he also lifts so its very easy talking to him about stuff and he understands..

finally got a second to reply! gosh!

I don't care that i don't get my period. i'd much rather, NOT get that thing. it's the devil. it fucks with my head and emotions. 

i thought about using birth control while on cycle but, i didn't see the point really.  i never really got any cramps while not getting my period.  my doctor is a moron.  i'll let him refer me to a gyno. i do need to see one, and see if i can get a endo. just to make sure blood work is good, kinda thing?

i've been trying to think of my next cycle. everyone is saying don't use tren, so.. maybe i won't. i want to try slin, maybe prami and anadrol.  i love bold cyp. i might run some of that but, do it properly. last cycle i got too THICK as in. I couldn't stop eating!! yes, i know, that's what it does but, i am in a better place so, i can control myself a little more and i have way more support especially with the boards, my bestfriend, and my guy.  sometimes you get so far into your cycle, you start to isolate and, you need some people to pull you out and be there for you.  i didn't have that my first time running the cyp. so, i could run bold cyp with some superdrol.  or cyp and var but, i really like sdrol and haven't played with it in almost a year. 

welcome

So far. I am in a good place. No nose dive into emotions 

I'm keeping my test base at 15mg from now on.

I did have a really good workout. The leg pump was killer!  I didnt go for much strength today but, volume and pumps. 

My biceps and chest area are my weak points. I might do a workout on a chest/bi day just to get a great good pump.

2 hours ago, bebeav said:

Yeah it coul loll, the peak you got with 50mg Test Base is like the peak you got when running 5-600mg Test E a week pinned every 3.5days. It sure could have mess with your head and well being. But no better way than trying to learn.

I'm currently using 75mg pre-workout on my saturday workout and i really feel a difference for a 4-6 hours window.

 

Lmfao. Wowzers.

God. I'm a moron!!!

I pinned 15mg again, I'll know better later on today. Still at the gym. And bailing on cardio since I forgot ephedrine 

2 hours ago, NorthernLifters said:

its all about knowing how your body reacts and that comes from trial and error. Glad you are getting to a point of control and i wish everything stays well

Test base is magnificent,especially as a pre workout on hard lifts. Use it as you feel your body can handle it.

Maybe your body reacted negatively because it was too much test in the system at once?this is merely my guess btw

Yeah 50mg of test base was far too much I learned my lesson!

why has DHB become so popular lately?

Got my stupid period finally. It's been since like, October since I last saw it.

I will probably let one more happen and then hop back on cycle.

I have a ultrasound hooked to check all my lady parts are functioning properly in 2 weeks. But since I got my period, I'm gonna guess I am, okay?

1 hour ago, Talon said:

Awesome I am going to give it a run too sounds amazing every test base I ever ran just crippled me

do it!!!

shit was smooth as fuck. my second pin, no pip.  unless you're shaky and move the needle around then, yeah, you'll get pip...

and.. last night, went way better then the night i pinned 50mg.   no bad crash so, i will stick with 15mg. 

Thanks talon

Hit 15mg of test base. A lot better. Now that I know how I respond to the base, I will pin it just once every so often. Usually on a deadlift or squat day. 

I pinned BT's Test Base.  Holy. Fuck. Me.

I pinned 50mg. I should've thought this through. prior to pinning.

Oil was smooth as butter. no bite what's so ever.  Workout, went well. My strength has been down but, I deadlifted 305 for 3 sets of 1 which, is good at the moment. lately I've been struggling with 305.

So.. Then... Came the crash.  Bad. Really, really, really bad.  I was drinking and I hit a bad wall of overthinking and emotion.  I think.. I shouldn't have drank.  I would've been better off.  This was saturday. 

Now, for sunday. I was extra oily.  I ended up showering twice. I went to see my guy and lets just say, last night.  I was in so much pain.  My ovaries. A lot is to factor here, so, I'm not going to blame it all on the base but.  I hardly slept and when I left his place this morning, i felt like I was in labour at some points.  Just felt like brutal contractions. (i know you boys don't get it but, for the ladies that are reading, you may or may not experience this?).

I'm still in a little bit of pain but, not as bad as last night/this morning

I want to try the base again at 25 to 30mg lol and see if my ovaries act up again. 

Anyways, good stuff.  I hope you all had a good easter. I'll post my baked goods up in a little bit.

I dont think I've made much change over the past 4 weeks. 

Lol alright.  That helps!

I'm looking at getting a different doctor. this guy a schmuck. 

Weighted in at 155lbs.. have yet to use the base. i haven't had a good opportunity yet.  I hope i can deadlift this weekend and, i will for sure use it then. 

I had a tooth pulled today so, no way I'd use base for my leg workout. and yes. i still went to the gym. i'm sure i'll be in pain tomorrow.  

my leg workout was torcher. i was shaking after squats. lots and lots of volume right now. really working on muscle mind connection at the moment.

On 4/8/2019 at 11:45 PM, musclebeauty said:

you're looking great!!! delts  they've really grown!

and, jealous of your tank top! really digging it... i love crops lol

welcome to NL

Welcome

I dont know if I missed it but, how old are you?

welcome to NL!

Welcome to NL

Update on my hair 

Its shedding has slowed down.  I got my hair cut. My hair dresser ended up cutting it really short because of all the breaking and damage.  She said that Its healthy otherwise.  She mentioned that i can come in any time if I want her to look at it so, that made me feel a little better however. I fukking hate how short it is.  O feel like I look more like a little boy.  Oh well? It will grow back. 

Workouts are still good. I want to try the test base tomorrow.

On 4/9/2019 at 3:11 PM, Durk said:

When you see the doctor ask if your egfr needs to be recalculated. They usually go by your creatinine and age. Mine was bad and someone suggested I use a calculator to add in my bodyweight. With my size added my numbers were fine.

some doctors don’t understand that. Next they will test your urine. If there is no protein, your kidneys are fine.

So. He said numbers were fine for a weight trainer.  Hes just concerned about some blood in my urine?

Another 2 wait week for answers.

He suggested a gyno and i will ask for a HRT doc as well

On 4/9/2019 at 10:20 AM, NorthernLifters said:

hypo?do you think it was because you were in a major caloric deficit?ive never heard of meridia giving that symptom

Yeah.. and that I hadn't ate much.. was holding off on my carbs for preworkout.. not a fun time

I definitely dont like going hypo

you can try var for a little but, that's not a long term fix. same with test, unless she has low T. you'll have to get her to a doctor.

you can try cialis as well?

test base?