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Alrightyyy, finally a second to get on the laptop! hate trying to post from my phone, especially with my one wrist being all fucky, probably from being on my phone.
Today, went pretty well, as far as diet. I'm lower cals today. i haven't been this low on cals in a long time... sibutramine helped, a lot.
in the past ive been using phent to help on lower days. i like phent. i can go all day without eating, not even think about food, no cravings, nothing. but, i get sides. like, i feel like shit. my mind is like, all over the place. i'll start one thing, start another, then go back to the first thing, forget i started something else. go to another thing. nothing gets finished. it gets done but, it's done very oddly. i make no sense. i feel drunk but, i'm not. i can't even think straight. it's just a bad time but, it works so, i just dealt with it.
today. much better. actually got all my deep cleaning done, i was pretty focused. 15mg was a perfect dose. i dont plan on going up from that. i ate my carbs, waited a little, like a hour or so before i took the sib and didn't eat til like noon. about a hour after i eat carbs, i need food. and i wasn't constantly thinking, when my next meal was. days off from the gym are kinda rough at times because, i'm home and, all i want to do is stuff my face.
Today turned out to be a decent day too. won 30 bucks on a scratch ticket and hey, the sperm donor finally made a fuking support payment. fukkin dick, about time! hopefully he still goes to court on the 25th because, the judge needs to read him my letter. to file for divorce. and oh, penguins lost, another game. they're starting to piss me off with their shittiness.
On another note. I will be swapping over to BT var here soon. I'm running 10mg of a lab from over the border still... i'll be dropping down once my guy ends his blast... kinda trying to time our cycles together. mainly for our sex drives to match up.
Anyways, getting late, i got one more meal to eat and then a movie. hope you all have a good night!
Today, went pretty well, as far as diet. I'm lower cals today. i haven't been this low on cals in a long time... sibutramine helped, a lot.
in the past ive been using phent to help on lower days. i like phent. i can go all day without eating, not even think about food, no cravings, nothing. but, i get sides. like, i feel like shit. my mind is like, all over the place. i'll start one thing, start another, then go back to the first thing, forget i started something else. go to another thing. nothing gets finished. it gets done but, it's done very oddly. i make no sense. i feel drunk but, i'm not. i can't even think straight. it's just a bad time but, it works so, i just dealt with it.
today. much better. actually got all my deep cleaning done, i was pretty focused. 15mg was a perfect dose. i dont plan on going up from that. i ate my carbs, waited a little, like a hour or so before i took the sib and didn't eat til like noon. about a hour after i eat carbs, i need food. and i wasn't constantly thinking, when my next meal was. days off from the gym are kinda rough at times because, i'm home and, all i want to do is stuff my face.
Today turned out to be a decent day too. won 30 bucks on a scratch ticket and hey, the sperm donor finally made a fuking support payment. fukkin dick, about time! hopefully he still goes to court on the 25th because, the judge needs to read him my letter. to file for divorce. and oh, penguins lost, another game. they're starting to piss me off with their shittiness.
On another note. I will be swapping over to BT var here soon. I'm running 10mg of a lab from over the border still... i'll be dropping down once my guy ends his blast... kinda trying to time our cycles together. mainly for our sex drives to match up.
Anyways, getting late, i got one more meal to eat and then a movie. hope you all have a good night!
