It really wasn’t time for gear yet. But I’ll shut up, you really don’t need to hear it from me..
Suppose your situation does make seeing a doctor interesting. Make sure you watch your blood pressure. You can do that on your own. You definitely want to keep an eye on that, especially because you are so big. Hopefully you can get a doc on board soon tho.. Be nice to ecg your heart and have all blood values checked.
The following is my opinion only.
That is a decent starter cycle. Almost perfect for a first, except I think rhe dbol you could have gone without. It’s not conducive to losing weight and most gains made it will go away (based off my limited use). Masteron, proviron, even a bit of winny might be better for you, primo too but it’s pricy. They are all dry compounds, and shouldn’t aromatise to estrogen if legit.
Your pct should be ok, assuming it’s your first cycle. Hopefully you had an AI on hand, always, always have an ai. I hate the stuff but carry several just in case. Lol, it’s like having a gun, or condom close by. Better to have it and not need it, than to need it and not have it...
Not having money for protein is definitely not optimal. Nutrition should come before drugs, always. Steroids feed off food. Protein is a necessity. And once you are low BF adding moderate-high clean carbs on steroids is like throwing fuel on the fire.
From what I’ve read here, there are many knowledgeable people to help you along the way. You can save years of training by learning the easy way as opposed to the hard way. Take advantage of the guys like Tedrushbodyathletica who are willing to help.
Welcome to the Dark Side brother.