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i’ve suffered from panic attacks like that since high school, if you aren’t used to them it sucks. first time was on a little vacation with my gf at the time. wasn’t a good time at all. Try understanding the anxiety next time and stop being so afraid of it. it’s not some monster, it’s a simple feeling that passes, just keep that in your mind. Basically you cannot get rid of anxiety if it comes, the trick is to sort of roll with it and understand how to handle yourself when you anxious. worst case scenario with anxiety is getting sick (sucks) or passing out for a few seconds. which sounds horrible to normal people but once it happens a few times you realize you aren’t going to die and it’s just a cycle and that you will be fine even tho you feel veryyyy not fine. ive found actually just accepting it makes you much less tense than trying to completely block it out with ativan and beta blockers etc because unless you take a large amount of benzos it’s just not gonna happen. if you can’t sleep, just accept it and wait. you will eventually reach complete exhaustion from being so stressed out and you will sleep. i myself just cope with the anxiety and have a low dose beta blocker extended release to take the edge off but that’s it. ativan is very bad as far as using it as a routine to sleep but i’m sure your doc made you aware of that. i used to not be able to sleep for shit but try these- 1. stop staring at the computer , you will never get sleepy . actually turn off all the lights and screens 2. sleep music, could be anything you prefer. i like piano with night sounds , but if i’m with a girl or something I make do with a fan or anything that generates white noise because some ppl find it weird to listen to music to sleep. 3. try a simple melatonin about 30 mins before you plan to sleep. take it then lay in bed while listening to the music. there’s no way you aren’t gonna he asleep in 30 mins I do think you are overthinking and making rash decisions out of fear , which is always something that follows mentally stressful episode such as this . Hopefully you will return back soon

salute to the trooper that keeps on marching forward,you're a rockstar MG

Apologies to the lab for writing up a review so late. I bought a bunch of gear during the crazy prices for Black Friday and... couldn't resist lol. Canada Post delays meant that the gear got to me some weeks later but that's all good because it's not a fault of the lab. But the lab kept following up with me via email to provide updates, so they didn't go radio silence after providing a tracking number. Gear came safely packed with no issues. I love that the vials are hot wrapped in plastic for extra security. Nice touch with hologram stickers. The label on each vial is very professional and I like that little attention to detail. Got one of my Anavar packs with some black residue and after bringing it up with the lab I was told there's nothing to worry about and I'll take their word for that. I recently started a blast with their TnT (test/tren e) mix and it's smoooooooth. Zero pip from the pin. Actually pins. It's been multiple shots now haha. The day and night after the first pin I was pissing buckets of urine and losing all of that water weight. Probably went to piss something like 15 times in 24 hours. This is typical for me on tren I've found. I have to say, these guys are very professional with their attitude and I'm very satisfied with the customer service. Shipping, packaging etc. is also satisfactory. I'll do bloods sometime in March and will update then.

Ok people the panic is well over. I’ve slept 4 days full nights and I’m back to normal as per anxiety. Sorry for my pollution here! now, I am going to end this 2 year endeavour, and I don’t regret my decision. I finally got the body I dreamt of having and it was amazing. now I gotta work hard at keeping what’ve Gained or atleast as much as I can. I’ve actually already lost 5lbs which I’m sure is glycogen and water. But with the 2 weeks of anxiety I was barley eating. so going forward bump up calories and keep working out hard.

Any updates on the site? Looking forward to seeing it complete

Got 2 orders from Medicus. What can I say, Jax is a pleasure to deal with, shipping is super fast, communication is top notch and packaging was perfect also. Ordered Cialis, Proviron, Winstrol, Test E 250 and 400mg/ml, got also deca on the way, Arimidex, Letro (says 1mg on the label but Jax noticed the issue! :P) I did not try the oils yet, but I will switch to them for TRT next week so I will let everyone know how they feel. Also got blood work in 2 weeks so I will be able to see if oils are good to go! Tried Winstrol and Proviron atm, both are good to go. Felt the Winstrol almost right away, but I had to stop because of an injury. Proviron is awesome on TRT also! Libido is awesome and SHBG is way down from last bloodwork. Will definitely place more order with Medicus and update my post as I try the products!