I do the same. Usually pre cook my proteins at night after kiddos go to bed. Here lately I’ve been letting my daughter help, she is pre type 1 diabetic so I share my meals with her. 13 and she’s allergic to everything, red head and pre diabetic. Poor thing. Doc wants her on 5 low carb meals a day, and since I’ve switched to keto, we share a lot of stuff. Makes that prep grind a little more fun too.
I definitely agree. 180ish lbs and 4K cals is easy. Especially making it clean cals. Feel better, digest better, control bloat better (sust can bloat me worse than dbol with the ups and downs). At that weight and 4K clean cals you would be making gainz and getting leaner. 4K is a lot at that weight. If you’re struggling now to get food in and doing it dirty, you’re going to have a hard time once you break 200lb lean mass.
as far as superdrol goes. I think a lot of people misinterpret it. It’s a very potent oral for sure, but imo it really shines in the cut. You might be hungry now, but when you close up week 2 on 20-30mg a day, your appetite is going to tank and you’re going to feel like crap.
ive noticed in a lot of your posts that you do a lot of “mini” bulk and cuts with some of the harshest crap out there. Bodybuilding doesn’t work that way, if that were the case we would all look like Arnold. Extend your goals man, nothing is instant in this game, and it took us guys that have decent physiques YEARS to get where we are now, and we all crave more. With your size now, 500 test and 250 deca for 12 weeks would be a night and day cycle for you. Throw in an oral if you want, eat clean. Nutrition is 90% of this game, and make that trash food as a reward for eating clean all week. Once you can dial in your nutrition and a good training routine, the gear will really shine. At your age and experience, less is more.